Pearl I want him. I need him. He is the one. Too bad the only interaction I get from him is a lie. A phone call. A fake name. Words that I wish to say to his face but I can’t. Not with him being my fathers best friend. Colton I left to save her from me. Knowing I wasn’t good enough for her. I would shame her and break a friendship with one touch. But I am running out of excuses and places to hide. She’s too young for me. I am too old for her. But her mouth is so filthy…and I love it.