DOCEverybody had a secret. An obsession with playing doctor was mine.I'd learned from a young age how to use these dark urges inside of me for good.It gave me the ability to be the fun-loving club brother that I was.Hardcore music, a darkly lit room so I could appreciate the shadows of my art, and, the screams of a monster were all I needed for a good time and allowed me to get back to business as normal the very next day.There was never a pain inside of me, not when I got to do what I loved.Not until her anyway.The one we saved, and the one that never left.Karissa.Over a year ago, we pulled her from her darkest nightmare right alongside Maleia.She had darker urges than any of us knew.Lived with pain as vicious and as brutal as anyone of us in the clubhouse, but was better at keeping it concealed.Unlike us though, she took that pain out on herself.As soon as I found out, I vowed to show her a better way.To put a stop to her torment.Then at some point, I guessed I'd vowed to make her mine too.Karissa. The darkness wasn't black. It was red and my favorite color.He thought he could save me.That the demons of my past would release me of their tedious hold once we'd hacked away at their grip.But he was wrong.I had a life before I was kidnapped and it wasn't much better than the Hell he had saved me from.He had wanted to consume me, take away all of my pain so that all I felt was him.But if he wanted me he had to understand.I wasn't a hostage to my pain.I was that b!tches master.
