Life is made of patterns, repeated over and over. And mine are violence, abuse, near death experiences. I hate lying to him, but if I tell him the truth, he'll never give me what I need. No matter the consequences, the danger, I'll tell him, and myself, that this is only a roleplay, just for fun. And if it all goes wrong, c'est la vie, right? Edgeplay is a dark romance that may be triggering for some readers. It contains frank and explicit discussions of sexual abuse, consensual rape fantasies, and mental illness.