Bambi Euphoria; a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness. How intense is too intense when my heart is big enough to love two? They both want, crave, need, and drown me in their world. It changed my life, my love and my soul. But so did leaving… Now, I’m back after being told to leave. Years later, no longer our younger selves and I’m caught up in them again. One arrangement turns into two & it changes everything; Euphoria is back but it’s different now; it’s too intense, too overwhelming, and it’s going to rip me apart. Phoenix & Bowie We’ll put her back together.