She was, still is, and will never be anything but my everything. Our love was all consuming, passionate, and forbidden. We took risks to be together, carrying on an affair for months before her psychotic drug lord husband found the truth behind the lies. She barely escaped with her life … and that of my son. My club president told me that our love was no longer worth the risk, gave me a choice, and loyalty to the club being what it is, I walked away from her. I left behind the only thing I’ve ever wanted more than life itself and remained the dutiful soldier to a corrupt leader. Six years and a promotion to club president later, it’s time the lies stopped. She IS worth the risk, I’ve NEVER gone a day without thinking about her OR my son, and I know underneath it all she DOES still love me. She just won’t admit it … yet.

Dark romance. Contains violence. Even after a broken heart is repaired, can the scars be too many for it to beat the same again? Six years and a promotion to club president later, I’ve finally had enough of her excuses. The lies have to stop. She IS worth the risk, I’ve NEVER gone a day without thinking about her or my son, and I know underneath it all she DOES still love me. This time, she'll come home for good … she just doesn’t know it yet.

Sometimes I feel as though I was a glitch in life’s major plan, that I never had a place set aside for me in this world. I’m an outcast by design. Bent in the head after childhood trauma, and never quite sure who I’m going to be day to day. The nice guy? The psychotic asshole? Or some happy medium of the two? People stay away for fear of what I can do, and I don’t blame them. After all, I have no conscience, no remorse, and no guilt for the horrific things I’ve done; the reasons why I’m the Fallen Aces MC’s best asset when it comes to retribution and punishment. I deliver, without hesitation, and without doubt. Until Abbey. One kiss, one taste, and I question everything. Is this right? Can I change? What can I offer her? She’s wild, unsociable, and guards her heart with the tenacity of a lioness. I want to tame her. Break her spirit and make her mine. I want to ruin her. The very reasons why she has to go.

Existential is book number four in the Fallen Aces MC series, but can be read as a standalone. How much suffering can a man withstand before he finally breaks? A question I used to ask myself often. Now I know the answer. As president of the Fallen Aces MC Fort Worth chapter, I’m looked to for guidance in times of crisis. I’m expected to set personal grievances aside and lead by example. Yet how can I do that when those grievances robbed me of my family, my life? My reason to be at the head of the table? My father: murdered. My baby sister: killed the same day. And my other sister's whereabouts? A mystery. I’m drowning in my desolation and yet nobody seems to care. Or maybe it’s the fact I won’t let them close enough to help? Either way, my losses are my own, and I’ll deal with them the only way I know how—by punishing myself. I’ve got it all figured out, at least, I thought I did. Until one woman, a traveller passing by, unravels the master plan. I see it in her eyes, the same distance, the same feeling that she doesn’t belong—that her time here is wasted. One woman who mirrors me in every way, and suddenly I find a reason to hold off the reaper a little longer. A reason to stay at the head of the table. A reason to show those who’ve hurt me that, although they brought the beast to its knees, I won’t lay down to die without a fight.

Only by losing my freedom, did I realize I was never free at all. My father, the president of the Fallen Aces MC, sent me away to save me from a cold-blooded, tyrannical drug lord. Now, over a year later, my brother has come to take me home. Only it doesn’t feel like home anymore. What can I, a club princess, offer the people who sacrificed so much to save me? A cocky, playful ladies man, Dog is not the hero I expected. But as he strips the colors from his back, and reveals the true brilliance of the ones below, I can’t help but fall in love with the dedicated and guarded man. He’s guaranteed to break my heart, yet here I stand with it in my hands, offering him all I have left. All that I am. Maybe I’m not supposed to survive after all?

Get started with the first 3 full-length books in the much-loved Fallen Aces MC series. More than ten hours of heart-stopping, addictive twists and turns. A club burdened by the debt of its forefathers. A generation awakened. Founded on the basic principles of loyalty and honor, the Fallen Aces MC was created to be a home for the destitute and weary, a place for those who didn’t feel welcome in society to find a sense of family. Yet, over time, morals are lost, lines are blurred, and only when chaos rains down on the life they’ve built, will the second generation members realise the time for change starts now—with them. Outlaw men who must right the wrongs of their predecessors in order to survive. Their women, challenged to keep balance and order in a dangerous and unpredictable world. When the devil lives outside your door, can there be room for love? Or will the trials of a life lived on the knife’s edge be too much for the heart to overcome? In a world of broken trust, dirty paybacks, and the desperate fight for survival, only one thing is for sure … Love never comes easy. “I want your jagged edges to match mine. I want to combine our dark and ugly hearts into something unbreakable.”