"No, we weren't on any timeline. We were doing whatever felt fun. Yeah, I had a lot of fun with you." I have to look away before his charisma breaks me. "Maybe too much fun. Like I told you, I'm getting in over my head. You're an easy man to fall in love with, Ian Mathers, and I don't want to fight you anymore." No surprise that he takes my hand, eyes staying locked on mine. "Then don't fight me." KATHRYN ALISON With every passing day, I awaken more to the pleasures a Dom offers. Of course, I'm not allowed to say this, because I'm a Domme with no history of switching. Until Ian. There are many women who switch all the time. They live happy, well-adjusted lives and would never judge me for indulging in the latent fantasies I've apparently had. And yet I can't let go this sinking feeling that I'm fighting a losing battle. Little by little, Ian Mathers deconstructs me and rebuilds me into his perfect sub. At the same time? He takes my heart, too. I'm falling in love with him. I'm falling in love with a man I could never command.