Good and bad. Dark and light. Right and wrong. Everything blurs together in the war that rages inside my head. I had it all figured out: finish high school, attend seminary, and finally answer my calling. Becoming a priest was all I ever wanted. Until I wanted her. Grace Miller. The girl who was always out of my reach. The one who still steals my breath with just a look. I didn’t know she would become my temptation and vice, and quite possibly, my ruin. With a crossroads before me and my head a battlefield, can I choose sides without losing a part of who I am?

I knew falling for him was wrong. I did it anyway, his half smiles and blue eyes pulling me deeper. Blue eyes that made me soar. He wasn’t mine to keep, though. And like all good and rare things, it came to an end. Then he strolls into my life, armed with dimples and gray eyes. Gray eyes that ground me. He smashes through my defenses, stealing what is left of my heart. Now my heart is a war zone, past and present battling for my forever. They say lightning doesn’t strike the same place twice. I call bullshit on that theory..

We made mistakes and betrayed our hearts. And in the end, everything went up in flames. Walking away from the devastation isn’t an option. Not when I’m at the center of it all. Three hearts hang in the balance. A choice must be made. Keep one and let one go. No matter what I decide, someone is getting burned. There’s no winning this battle. No one ever said love is easy. But I never knew it would be this hard. Love can be a poison, and sometimes, it’s the only thing that can save us.