My life is a mess. I'm walking around with a black eye. My position on the hockey team is questionable at best, and if that’s not bad enough, I think I'm falling for my dead girlfriend's best friend. Every day, it's a fight to feel alive, and yet, I drink to numb the pain. Everyone is standing back, watching me fall apart. Everyone except Hannah. No matter how many times I push, she's there to pull me back. She refuses to let me spiral any deeper. And after one kiss—she’s impossible to ignore. Unfortunately, it seems she and I aren’t the only thing being kept a secret.

I’m unapologetically in love with Nick Kovac. He can claim to hate me and blame me for everything.I’ll fight for us both.He severs the promise he made, leaving me on the hockey rink floor, heartbroken and alone.It doesn’t take me long to stand with my head held high, while he's being a coward. Stuck between push and pull, everything we are is in question. Sometimes the answers are in the stars. Others, it’s where the sun shines that our lives change.