I curate provocative art for everyone to see, but can't imagine being the exhibit myself. I've spent my career displaying other people's expressions of passion while keeping mine carefully hidden away. When my husband suggests we visit a Caribbean freeuse resort where guests thrive on being on display—my body responds with unexpected heat. The resort is designed entirely around watching and being watched, with glass walls, observation decks, and a gallery where participants are on display. It's time to embrace my sluttiest side under the watchful eyes of my husband and strangers.