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If You Want Me Close
2022
First Published
3.99
Average Rating
274
Number of Pages

Step 1: Fall for your best friend. Step 2: Support him when tragedy strikes. Step 3: Figure out how you screwed up Step 2. Bisexual event coordinator Simon Novotny thrives on connection. He cherishes his large, queer-friendly family and his friends—especially his cute, brilliant work bestie, gay IT geek Ziah Holdaway. It’s taken forever for Simon to to coax Ziah out of his shell. Time and again people have let him down, especially those who should have loved him unconditionally. But Simon would do anything for Ziah: text him jokes when he's down, bring him homemade lunches, change his tire in the rain. Heck, if Ziah needs a kidney, Simon’s got two. Minor crush? Maybe, but Simon’s not a make-the-first-move kind of guy. So when an unplanned hookup with Ziah proves their chemistry is off the charts, it also shakes Simon to his core. Because for Ziah, it's not casual, it's love. Before Simon can fully process his feelings, a life-altering tragedy upends Ziah's world. Simon throws himself into helping and also rallies his family. But for Ziah, family means rejection, and Simon's uber-helpful clan sets off major alarm bells. Can they find a middle path through the storm, or will this crisis cost them both their romance and their friendship? A high-heat contemporary M/M romance novel with a guaranteed HEA. Tropes: friends to lovers, hurt-comfort, grief, nerds in love, bisexual disaster, single parenting. Detailed content warnings are available in the book's front matter and on the author's website.

Avg Rating
3.99
Number of Ratings
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Author

Skye Kilaen
Skye Kilaen
Author · 13 books

Skye Kilaen writes queer romance, both contemporary and science fiction, that is sometimes about polyamorous relationships. She is bi/pan, and she currently lives in Austin, Texas because it has so many libraries and breakfast tacos. Here on Goodreads, she recommends romance (mostly queer), graphic novels (mostly diverse), and occasionally YA, fantasy, & science fiction books.

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