How can one find forgiveness if they can't forgive themselves? Do monsters even get redemption? Addy Knox left her small town to make a start as an artist in the big city of Boston. She happily painted and worked to make ends meet until her best friend was framed for murder and killed while in prison. Addy struggled after losing her friend and repeatedly being turned down by art galleries. Soon her plans were interrupted by a mysterious dark stranger. He was beautifully broken, and she put all her focus on giving him the love she believed he deserved… until he revealed who he really was. Since Cian O’Callaghan was ten years old, he was trained for one thing only. To kill. His father taught his son all he knew with an iron fist. Cian’s final test into the world of assassins left him shattered. With no hope of redemption, Cian bent his mind to his will to keep the pain at bay. He led a clean and simple life, away from temptation, until Addy. With her bright and beautiful disposition, she belonged to him, and he would do anything to protect what was his. Can Addy reach into the dark world of the Irish mob and accept Cian as a killer? Will Addy finally make it as an artist, or will her parents finally drag her back to the farm? Will Cian finally find the redemption he is so desperate to find? Please read triggers carefully. There are a lot of very dark and disturbing elements in this book CW: psychological abuse of a child, murder, sociopathy, attempted suicide and suicidal thoughts, complex PTSD, strong language, explicit violence, and sex. Each story in this series can be read as a standalone, but it will be better understood and appreciated reading in order. You will get a better feel of the characters starting from the beginning. Please be careful of spoilers, thank you.