What do you do when your past won’t let you move on and your future is sprinting toward you? I grew up in a very controlling, turbulent, household. But if I thought my upbringing was bad, it's nothing compared to how it ended. Now I am faced with repeating the mistakes of my mother. Or am I? All I know is that Eldridge Monte-q is everything I shouldn’t want, and possibly exactly what I need. Now I just have to stop reliving my past long enough to realize it. Before I lose the best thing to ever happen to me.