I haven't been able to get Kendra off my mind since I met her. She's confident and stubborn, but I think it's all an act. I see the forced smile and fake happiness, it kills me. I want to know the girl behind the mask. I want her in my life, I want to be more than friends. Nick is the first guy to give me a genuine gentle smile. He seems like the forever type of guy, but if there's one thing I've learned, it's never trust anyone. Men will use and abuse you until they don't want you anymore. When you have nothing left to give them, they throw you away like yesterday's garbage. I can't put myself out there and risk my heart. He seems like the perfect guy but I'm not sure if that's enough.