Larry was broken. His past had made sure of that and nothing Evion, head of the vampire guard to his home, said to him could change that fact. Not even when he was told they were mates. Larry knew Evion deserved better as much as he knew that death was coming for him and there was no way he would allow that threat to come to Evion and no Christmas miracle could save him. Trigger Warning: This book contain reference to self-abuse both current and past.