Matteo What I did to my brother a year ago nearly killed me—quite literally—but it’s been the wake up call I need. It’s time to discover who I am away from the shadow of my parents and fight to gain forgiveness from a brother I’m not sure I deserve. Trip Moving to New York was the best decision, but I’m lonely. I never imagined I’d become friends with Matteo, but I have and I’m now doing everything I can to prove that forgiveness is allowed and hope he lets love in… especially mine. Please beware of trigger this book contains suicide attempt, homophobia and religious references.