My husband shattered my heart. Squeezed it in his fist until it burst under the pressure, then wiped my tears away with his bloody hands, whispering sweet nothings against my lips. ⠀ ⠀ Yet he is what my heart so desperately wants, will happily take slice after slice for even as thoughts of his betrayal pick at the edges of my soul. ⠀ ⠀ After three long months, he's decided it's time for me to come home, sucking me back into the black void that is him. I'm just a pawn in this bloody business and not even my big bad husband can keep me from its clutches.⠀ This book contains themes that some may find triggering.