Music is my life. Partying, women, concerts—what could I, Phoenix Saint-James, possibly could want more? Nothing, correct. Until I meet Navy, a girl on my concert crew, and suddenly we start an unlikely friendship. Well, admittedly, she pretends to hate me, but I doubt that's why she lingers when we're alone. Either way, the more time I spent with her, the more I realize I'd do anything to make sure she's happy. That is, besides loving her, because that I cannot do. I wouldn't know what to do with someone else's heart even if there'd be a manual for it. No, I have no room for love, but if I could fall for one person... Yeah, it would be her. Only... Would she even let me, or have I pushed her away one too many times? Trigger warnings for abuse, harassment, violence (not between the MCs.)