Mother’s Day was supposed to be wholesome. Oops. He’s older. Off limits. And lives just one house away. I told myself I was home to cook brunch for Mother’s Day. I told myself I was just borrowing sugar. I lie to myself a lot. It’s fine. Now I’m at his doorstep in a dress I shouldn’t have worn, asking for something I definitely didn’t need… And somehow, I ended up on his counter, under his hands, and way too full of bad decisions. This break from college was supposed to be wholesome. Instead, I can’t stop thinking about the man next door—and what he’s planning to do to me next. "Not Supposed to Want Him" is an age gap, first time romantic quickie featuring one dangerously short dress, one very unhelpful measuring cup, and an older neighbor who doesn’t believe in self-control. Includes Mother’s Day misbehavior, baby-making obsession, and a filthy-sweet HEA.