Have you ever cared for someone so much it hurt? Loved them so much you couldn't even describe it? Scared you to your core? What if you were too scared to let them know how important they were to you? Afraid of what they might say because you aren't a good person? You’ve killed, kidnapped, sold drugs and so many other things. Things you aren’t proud of, but can’t undo, no matter how much you might wish now that you know a feeling you never thought you would. What if you waited too long and now they're gone forever, but you'll never be the same? Well that happened to me. This is the story of how one innocent girl changed my life forever, and one beautiful woman helped me survive the pain.