No longer available on Prolific Works. The story had been completed and published under the title Cabin Fever. —— Michael Bourgeon broke me. When he offered me his body, I gathered all my anger, all my fears and my self-deprecation, and I took it out on him. The act felt almost barbaric. He said please and thank you as if I was giving him a gift by f***ing him silly and coming inside his lithe, gorgeous body. 
He was the gift. 
And I took, and took…