The chaos seems drawn to me, and I don’t know how to stop it. Even when I returned home with my life in shambles, intent on licking my paws and piecing together a normal life, the chaos returned. I wanted simple things: the education I had missed out on when I chased my rockstar boyfriend across the country, managing his band. I wanted a home, a steady place to sleep every night, something I owned. But when two men enter the scene, I feel drawn back into that vortex, led by my heart and my desire. One man is as wild as me. I’ve known forever, and he hates me, but can’t seem to say away. The other is steady and calm, the sweet kind of geek that would be perfect for my new goals. But he knows none of my secrets. I need to stay away from both of them, but instead I let my heart guide me, and it takes me somewhere completely unexpected. Explicit content warning: this book contains explicit language, a sex positive heroine with a high sex drive, and many spicy sex scenes. Expect swords to cross! This is an interracial story featuring a white woman, Asian man…. and another white man.