She survived the fall, but can she survive the aftermath? Anne wakes up in a psychiatric hospital with no idea how long she's been there—only that something broke inside her. Days blur into each other in a haze of group therapy sessions, bland meals, and the quiet ache of missing home. Her thoughts are loud, unrelenting, and cruel. The water still calls to her. Through heartbreakingly honest journal entries, Anne invites readers into the raw, unfiltered reality of her struggle with depression. She clings to fleeting moments of hope—a visit from her husband, a stuffed animal from her daughter, the return of a friend she thought she'd lost. But with each small victory comes the weight of guilt, shame, and the crushing fear that she'll never be the mother or wife she once was.