I refuse to waste time on anything that isn’t worth it. It’s always how I’ve lived my life. And I have never met anyone who was even worth the second thought about… Until Caroline Hutton. From the first second that she rushed out the door… completely naked… something about her stuck to me and now I can’t get her out of my head. I have never thought twice about a relationship, and now she lives 1800 miles away… so we’re just keeping everything ‘casual’. At least that was the deal… Neither one of us have ever done this, so mistakes are bound to happen, right? I was never expecting Ash. I was also never expecting to fall in love… ever. I was fine with my life. Not letting anyone too close, casual sex, because if you don’t get close to people, you don’t have to deal with your past as you let them in. After Ash, the me that I used to be was out the window. I only feel normal when I’m with him, but he keeps doing things to push me away. But I guess we are both bound to make mistakes.