Jason I have to hide the truth. I can’t let them know. It may not be something others have to fear, but if my dad ever found out, it would be the end for me. I have it all covered, until the big fight breaks. We argue, but not about me being gay, it’s worse. Now they’re sending me away to some camp that will make me obey. That’s where I met Zayn. He changed everything. I’ve got something to live for beyond me. We aren’t in the clear though, and danger lurks around every corner. Zayn Maybe I’m rough around the edges, but life has been tough. People think they know everything about me, even my mom, but they know nothing. I may do some stuff other’s see as wrong, but I’ve got reasons. When my mom finds out who I am, she can’t stand it and sends me to live with my grandmother who ships me off to camp. But if they wanted to ‘fix’ me, that was the worst place in the world. I found someone who calms the storm. Maybe I’ve found the one, but the deck is stacked against us.

Jason Zayn is too important to lose. He’s the one for me and I’ll do anything to find him. The truth has a way of coming out. I never wanted to hurt Mom or Dad, but I can’t hide who I am. Zayn is too important to me. Zayn I can’t believe I’ve lost the best thing I’ve ever had. Abandoned by my mom, kicked out by my grandmother, I’ve got nothing. When I find Jason, will he stick by me even though I’ve got nothing? I want to take care of him, but I can’t even care for myself. I thought I knew everything, but now, I’m more lost than ever.