One secret. One mistake. New fears. Winter break is here, and this is our opportunity to celebrate our first Christmas together. It’s wild to think we’ve only known each other since the beginning of the school year, but I want to experience everything with my guys. I’m hoping we’ll get to build sweet memories and lifelong traditions, but that might be harder than I thought it would be. Something is wrong. Maybe not wrong exactly, but off with Beck. I’ve tried to corner Jonah but he’s not giving anything away. How am I supposed to help if they won’t tell me what’s wrong? A taste of what life could truly be like for us once we graduate is within our grasp, but secrets have a funny way of destroying happiness. How can I keep us all together when this time, we might be torn apart from the inside?