Waking up in hospital with no recollection of why I'm there, I’m met with faces I don’t recognise and a black hole where my memory should be. After recovering and spending time with these five amazing guys, I realise I have everything I need – even without my memories. Rocky is full of energy but can be a handful. Mercer thinks he is tough, but I can see through his act. Rory is generous but has an attitude. Maximus doesn’t talk but he doesn’t need to. Levi may be cautious, but he is clearly the protector of the group. My boys decided to call me JD after they found me naked and washed up on a beach in the middle of winter. Who am I? Where did I come from? What happened to me? I should want the answers to my questions, but being with them feels like home. Finding out who I am is low on my priority list when I feel like I can breathe for the first time in my life... A life I can no longer remember.

\\\RELEASE DATE WILL MOVE FORWARD\\\ Sent back to live with my family, I'm thrown back into my old life without my memories. I have to navigate my way through this place as Bristol, a girl I don't like. Even if she was me, she isn't anymore. All I want to do is remember what happened to me so that I can go back to my guys. Sounds easy...right? Wrong. The more I uncover the harder it is to know what's the truth and what my mind is making me believe. Nothing makes sense. All I know for sure is I'm not this girl anymore and the sooner I'm done putting together the pieces I will be back where I belong. Back to the place that feels like home, back to being JD. I just hope my guys will be waiting for me when I return and forgive me for leaving them when I promised I wouldn't. They would do anything to protect me but in this case I need to protect them from my former life, from Bristol's life. A place where they don't belong and neither do I... All I have to do is find out who really hurt me and why, without ending up where this all started.