What we did that night lives rent free in my head. The way my best friend touched & kissed me; only to run away like it was the biggest mistake he ever made. It's been months since I've seen Ezra Bardot. I've tried to live my life, but I felt like something was missing. Probably because he's sunshine and rainbows; a cheeky, pint-sized femboy who pushes me to be the best version of myself. I miss his smile, cuddles, and his intoxicating scent. So you can imagine my surprise when Ezra shows up at my parents' house when I'm home for the holidays battered and bruised, begging for my forgiveness. Things between us are different. I look at Ezra in a way that’s more than friendly. I want him in ways I never did before; and when we both finally give in, it's the best decision we've ever made. He teaches me things I've only dreamed of. Only Ezra's hiding something from me. I might be living my dream as a stock car driver, but he had aspirations too. One's that didn’t include using his body for money. We’re so good together. He pulls me in only to push me away seconds later. But his secrets and lies might be our downfall and ruin everything we’ve become... *This is book four in the Wide Open Series. It can be read as a standalone but is more enjoyable if read in order. * *𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀. 𝗣𝗵𝘆𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗲, 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗹 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝘁𝗵 𝗶𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗲𝘀, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗟𝗚𝗕𝗧𝗜𝗔𝗤+ 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗺𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴.*